Proud MAMA!!!

I am so proud of my little ones... Today was Parent Teachers Conference. They all had great marks!! 3's (B's)straight across.. I dont know how the school systems are anywhere else but over here in NY the teachers are not allowed to give out 4's(A's) the first marking period. Their teachers all said that they all deserved 4's and definitely for the next marking period I would see it... I was also told that my children all have great parental guidance at home..that it shows with all of them...It feels so great to be acknowledged like that. I feel so good knowing that my children behave in school the way that we have taught them. So of course I felt like the mother of the year!! LOL... They all deserve something nice so when my Ben and I get paid we will definitely do something for them... On the downside I was told that my oldest son is really into girls and him and his little group of friends tend to want to focus on that alllll day...(GREAT I THOUGHT I HAD A FEW MORE YEARS FOR THIS LOL) So we are going to have to sit down with him and let him know that he still has time to all concerned about girls....10 yrs old and having this conversation WOW!!

 

I took them to the book fair that they were having and they each got 3 books.  The book were all priced great..each book was $2.00 no matter how big or popular it was.  I was surprised too because when we got home(they had a 1/2 day today) they did hw and then they started to read.... HMMMM usually I have to force the 2 boys to read...

 

I know ya'll must have noticed in my past entries I have posted some funny jokes and stuff... I found them sooooo  funny I just had to share! As I mentioned before when I really don't have anything worthwhile to write I will post something funny, emotional, or whatever I think its cool to share.

 

 

 

 

Not to much going on I am still feeling nervous over the feeling that came over me a couple of days ago. I do find myself  having the fear of not wanting to be alone all over again. I am scared to go to work alone...Dammmm after I was doing so well. I think that I am going to have to go to the doctor and get on the Zoloft again or maybe I will try Paxil.  I can't deal with this.  Ben and I have been on a good path and I am starting to realize that I may have jumped to conclusions when I was thinking that he might be cheating. Just to be on the safe side I am still checking his phone. Its hard to just go back to trusting 100%. I know a lot of people feel like if you cant trust the person why continue the relationship...Well just cause you cant trust (because of your own reasons) doesnt mean that you can't  care for or love tsomeone. I know that we can build that trust again but it is going to take some time.  I also know that if it takes longer than I feel it should then who knows  I might have to start thinking about leaving the relationship. I just cant do that now without giving him the opportunity to correct his mistakes. It's hard being in a relationship.

 

OMg X-mas is around the corner and I still have not started my shopping.. Has anyone else started??  Thanksgiving we are planning or spending it at my mother's house. This should be interesting and I am sure that there will be plenty to tell LOL.  You know my landlady has been laying low I wonder what that means???  Speaking of landlady there is an AWFUL AWFUL FISH SMELL in the hallway of my house.... I cant stand it! I think my neighbor upstairs from me cooked some fish Saturday night and the smell is still lingereing. Everytime I open my door the smell drifts into my apartment and I just want to DIE!!! I know fish is good(I hate it) but damnnn why does it smell so bad!! I am going to have to tell this landlady to buy some AIR FRESHNERS!! UGHHHHH I'd rather smell the marijuana LOL (J/J)

Well ya'll Take Care and Goodnight.....