I'm Sooo Behind in my shopping

 

 

Snagged from D's Designs Ty very much!

I am so stressed out right now! I am soo behind on my shopping. I just bought one thing so far and that was for my daughter becuase it was on sale. I still need my boys, my mom, my 2 sisters, my 2 nieces and Ben..and I am not done with my daughter. I already know what it is that I want to get the kids.. They all want the Nintendo Ds and an Ipod. So Ben and I have decided that that's what we would get all 3, this way there wouldnt be any fighting. Problem is that altogether it should come out to almost 700.00. And we havent even gotten anyone else!! I know what a lot of you are thinking...How can we even think bout spending so much on the kids, but the thing is that they do soo well in school and during the year we hardly get them anything so we think they deserve to get what they want on Christmas. Since we dont have any credit cards we are trying to see if our sis in law would put it on her credit card and we'll just pay her off. Let's see what happens. She knows for a fact that we would pay her off as this isnt the first time we use it. If this doesnt go through then I dont know what we'll do. We would probably have to get them something else and they would be so disappointed. These holidays are sooo stressful..My goodness!!

I am not working right now....I hate this!!! I took a leave of absence frm work becuase of the way that I have been feeling. There was no way I would make it the whole day in work having anxiety and panic attacks. This means that its just Ben's income coming in so our pockets are a lil short right  now.

Ohh before I forget, Yesterday I had said that Ben and I were going to go Ice skating. Never happened. I felt guilty that we werent with the kids so we ended up picking them up early from school(not day school..after school) and taking them to Mcdonalds instead. They were happy and I love it when they are happy.

After that we came home and they started doing their Homework. Of course they reverted to their selves again. They had to get yelled at a few times because they wanted to annoy each other instead of concentrating on their work. WHY do siblings hate to be around each other??!! I mean they love each other but from far..... when they are all together all they do is call each other names and try their best to get on each others nerves!! But then when one of them is sick or away the 2 others will miss them. UGHHH kids! I am trying to teach them that they have to be there for each other because beside their Dad and I they are all they have. Maybe they will see it when they are 20 yrs old and out the house LOL...

I have been having my up and down days... One day I feel normal and then the next day I am back to feeling like I cant breathe.  I think it has become an obseccion with me... always worrying about my breathing and always focusing on the way I breathe. I cant even look in the mirror because I start to tense up if I dont see my shoulders or chest going up and down with each breathe..CRAZY RIGHT??

 

I have FINALLY figured out how to save grapics and what not onto my own server ..Thanx to the instructions that Jill Marie posted in her journal....Coloring inside the lines...TY Jill very very much!! So now the graphics are posted correctly in my journal...

Well this is it for now...

Take care all and Goodnight..