My Fairy Princess

Isnt this Purty..I got it from agirlnextdoorcreations.. If you have not visited her jounal you must go.....TY!

Today was my daughter's Christmas Recital....She was so beautiful up there on that stage! She sang her little heart out...She outsang all the other children LOL..I dont mean to brag but she is my baby.HEHEHEHE I was soooo proud. SHe had such a good voice that her teacher made her the class presentator....MY BABY Girl is getting so grown. I remember the day I first seen her little  face.  She was born On 5/26/00 after 3 days of not so bad labor..... The worst part was pushing her out LOL..Those of you who have given birth vaginally know what I am talking about.....My baby girl weighed 8 pds 4 ozs.... I remember distinctly how much all the nurses and doctors were telling me how beautiful she was.... I finally got to see that little baby and she was more than just beautiful...I couldnt believe that I made such a beautiful baby girl..LOL Not that I'm saying I'm a dog but hey she's blows me out hehehehe. I prayed so much for a little girl and finally God answered my prayers. He sent me my lil princess. I asked for a girly girl and thats exactly what I got. My daughter loves to dress up and everything has to be pink and lavender. She's funny, creative, talented and smart..She started reading chapter books by the age of 4... and she's not afraid to voice her opinion which I love the most...Her dream is to be a teacher The only thing is she is 6 going on 25..... But I wouldnt trade her for the world.. I love when she just comes up to me and hugs me and tells me MOMMY you're the best mommy.... I love you so much MAMACiTA...... One day she even told me MOmmy I dont know what I'll do without you..... She almost made me cry.... OOO Don't mind me lil rant here...LOL

                   

OMG am I such an idiot!!!! I took my camera so that I could take pictures and record her show so that I can post it up here...Welll it turns out that I didnt record a damn thing because stupid is Camera illiterate!! I forgot to press the start button..AM I A DUMBAZZ OR WHAT!! So I have nothing, nit even pics because I figured the video would be better. I am sooo dissapointed. I need to buy that book Digital Cameras for Dummies LOL LOL.... "SIGH"

I got myself in another jam.... A couple of days ago my neighbor and I were out shopping.... We were having a conversation and she mentioned that her cable had gotten disconnected sooooo I let her know that if she needed me to I would pay it off my debt card and when she got her money...She said thank you but that she didnt want to put me in that situation and that her daughters godfather was going to pay it for her... We then continued on with our shopping and the topic was dropped.NOWWW yesterday she called me and told me that her daughter's godfather didnt show with the money, So she asked me if she could take me up on my previous offer...Now mind you this was a few days ago, so in between then and now I have been out shopping and I have paid my own bills.... So right about now I dont have enough money in my account to pay her bill which is about 150.00. STUPID STUPID me instead of telling her that I dont have it right now, I go and tell her OK NO PROBLEM..WTF is wrong with me!!! I didnt know how to tell her because I didnt want her to think that I didnt want to do it..SOOO she calls me today and asks me what happened becuase she expected me to pay it today.... I told her that I havent gone to the bank yet... WHAT DO I DO??? WHAT DO I TELL HER?? I know I know I need to kick myself in the ass over and over again, but how can I let her know without her getting hurt? "SIGH" When will I ever learn to how to be upfront??

Well thats all for my ranting and raving....... Dont mind all the pics of my daughter I just wanted to show her off LOL.......

Take Care and Goodnight Ya'll........