This and that on a Saturday...

 

So here I am on the computer , Before I got on I decided to heat up yesterday's spaghetti for the kids for lunch. No problem right?? LOL Wrong!! As I'm sitting here checking my mail and I start to smell this foul odor. I'm thinking Dammm someone downstairs is making some nasty food lol.... Next thing you know it hit me ...I was like Ohhhhh shit my spaghetti ... I leaped out of this chair and ran to the kitchen.... My daughter was like Mom what happened???? lol Thank Goodness the spaghetti was still edible, just the bottom of the pot got burned. That's what I get for sitting my ass on here so early lol.

 

I am so stressed right now. You ladies should remember that in one of my entries I wrote about having been invited to my neighbor's daughter's baby shower(lol I dont even know I said right there lol)... Well it is today..... I have no money at all to buy her a gift. After Ben paying all the bills and stuff he had no extra money to give me. So now what do I do? I feel so ashamed telling her that I have no money. She is probably going to say "I told you about the party about 2 weeks ago". I was thinking that I just wouldn't go, but the thing is she lives right upstairs so I'm sure she will just come down and get me. So I am in a bind right now..... I know I have to tell her and hopefully she will understand that right now its just Ben working. Shit I need to go back to work asap!!!

 

I am pissed at my landlady. The other day she calls me and she starts to complain about how much she pays for the heat and hot water. How she cant afford it anymore. She then goes on to mention how she is just going to have to raise everybody's rent. I'm like What the hell. She just raised the rent a few months ago for the same reason. Now she wants to raise it again. What the hell is wrong with her?? Right now we pay 1275.00 for this small 2 bedroom apt where I am not even comfortable. She said she wants to raise another 50.00. So after all is said and done I will be paying 1325.00!!! Its not even worth that much! Ben and I have made up our minds, we are moving. I figure if we have to struggle to pay that much , we might as well struggle and pay alil more for a 3 bedroom apt. Right or Wrong?? This lady is tripping! I have a feeling she is raising everyone's rent because she wants us to finance her trips back and forth from Israel. She just came back from a 2 mth vacation to Florida and now she is going to Israel to be with her mother. Uhhh doesn't sound to me like she is hurting!! Those tickets are expensive. Her bank account must be dwindling and she needs to find a way to bring it back up .... Of course...Why not rape her tenants for all that got?? I tell you one thing come June she is going to have an empty building because if she raises this rent all of us are moving! Let's see if she will be able to take the loss of not having any money coming in. I am so sick renting! I swear if only we would win that Lotto lol..

 

We are supposed to be getting a good amount back in our Tax refund. So with that we are going to pay off all these bills and then see what we are going to do about finding another place.

 

Yesterday I reearanged my whole bedroom by myself. I got tired of begging Ben to help me with it. So I said F him, I can do this. And I did it. It wasnt that hard. I like the way it looks and I finally got rid of all the damn dust bunnies that seem to love hanging around. He came home last night and was giving me compliments about how much he liked the way the room looked...Yea idiot no thanks to your dum ass lol.....Women dont need Men for nothing!! And I mean nothing ladies "wink wink" Lmao....

 

So I am staying home once again...I hate being broke!!! I was going to ask my mother if she could lend me some money, but I know how she is. I dont feel like hearing her mouth. I guess I'll go clean my bathroom..Ugggh I hate doing that! I went to that web site Fly Ladies. com.... It looks really cool. I'm not that messy but I am very disorganized when it comes to storing stuff away. Maybe I'll find some tips there.

As for Steph and I , We talked a little bit thru Instant Message. At first she was on the defensive mode. I didn't think she was really sorry at all for how I felt. As the conversation went on she did admit that she may have been wrong and she apologized. I told her that I am not mad at her. I was just hurt by the way she wrote down the whole story. I hope that we move on from here. I told her from now on if she is bothered by something just be up front and let me know. That's what friends are for, We may not always agree with each other and there will be times when we are going to get bothered by one has to say but if we are real friends we will be able to see that it was not meant as an attack just meant as telling you the truth with love when nobody else will. I am rambling right now lol .. Sorry..

 

Well I guess its time to get my behind off of this computer, I will update on what happened with the baby shower later on tonight...

See you later.....