The Negative , A positive, and then another Negative....

Goodness today was not my day at all lol...... I have the biggest headache right now. When am I ever going to learn??

I locked myself out the dammm house for the freaking third time! It all started when I went to pick up my oldest son from school early, so that we could go to the therapist. Ok that was fine..... I let my son stay in the room with the Dr alone this time to see if he would open up more without me there. I guess he did because the doctor told me that they had a little conversation which he could not share with me.. No problem. I dont care as long as my son is expressing himself. The Dr. told me that he wants to see Ben and I alone next week. I think I know what this is all about.

 

Ok we get out of there. We come home because it is not time yet to pick up the other kids. I fix up my Myspace page alittle bit and then it is time to leave again.... Now today in NY it is freeeeezing! I had to help my son bundle up since he thinks that he is invisible and that he cant get sick.... I remember grabbing my keys before doing this!

Well I go and get the other two. On the way back home I realize that I DO NOT have my keys... I look everywhere I do not have them. I ask my son if he has them because he likes to play games. NOPE he does not have them....Where the hell are the keys. For the life of me I can not remember what I did with them. This is just great! The coldest day of the freaking winter and I have to be locked out! The only other person who has the keys is Ben and he is at work till 10 pm tonight . What the hell am I going to do.

I get home and I ring my neighbor's bell, it's messed up that when she freaking rings the bell(even when she has the keys to open thee door) I open it..but today that I need them to open the door for me they wont come down! I keep on ringing that dammm bell like the building was on fire. Finally the little girl comes down.

I ask my neighbor if I could use her phone to call Ben. She lets me. I call Ben , even though I already know the answer. I tell him what happened. At first he tells me that he can not do anything. He says he is manager on duty right now. I tell him"What the F&^%$ am I supposed to do?? I can't stay out here and wait for you till 10:00pm.... The kids have not eaten or anything! Finally he says that he will meet me at the train so that he could give me the keys. He has no choice but to go back to work.

FINALLLY I am in my house again! I swear I am going to make 4 copies of these damm keys and leave one to each neighbor! AND what do you know?? The keys were on top of my bed! I must have put them down when I started helping my son..... THIS IS THE STORY OF MY LIFE!

On a brighter note..... I have reconnected with an old friend!! YAY YAY YAY. She and I had been friends for a while but when I started getting this depression and anxiety thing back I cut her off. I know it was wrong of me. At the time I thought it was what I wanted. She is very kind, good and honest person. She was there for me whenever I needed her. I dont know what was wrong with me! I guess I felt that since I couldn't be the kind of friend she was to me in return .... I just ended the friendship. She tried calling me many times..... I avoided her phone calls. I felt bad but I just couldn't talk to her. Every now and again I would think about how she was doing. I wanted to call her when I started to feel better but what would I say??? I was the wrong one. What kind of friend was I???

 

Yesterday she contacted Ben and asked him if he could give me her email address. She said she missed me and the kids and wanted to know how we were. I immediately emailed her! I apologized to her .. She said she couldn't figure out what is was that she did wrong. I told her that it wasn't her , it was me! After getting that out of the way it was likeold times again. We IMED each other back and forth and caught up on everything. We are in the process of making plans to meet up on Sunday. I am so happy that we could rekindle the friendship as of nothing had happened. I have to make it up to her.

 

On another negative note(hey I told you that's the story of my life) Ben called the lady who did our taxes. He wanted to find out why our money has not gotten here yet. Well she goes on to tell him that the IRS contacted her requesting another form. She said that since he had to pay them money, they needed this form from her. WELLLL HELLO dumb ass, we told you he owed them money. Why didn't she send this form in the first place??? AND when the hell was she planning on telling us that they needed more information! GEEZZ I swear next year we are going to H&R Block no matter how much they charge! I am tired of messing with people who do not know how to do their jobs, just so I can save a few bucks. Now she says it may take another week! So we paid 200.00 for rapid refund for shit! Let's pray that it comes next week. Everything is based on us getting that money!

So there you go...... this was how I spent my day. Hope all of your days were better! If anyone wants to check out myspace here is my link www.myspace.com/domesticgoddeses28  Don't be scared to leave comments LOL..... Ok I'll stop begging...

Goodnight all and Take Care Yourselves! :)