Hello Everyone,

Is any still out there???? Where are all my peoples at LOL...??

I miss you guys comments in my Reg journal.

I know I know, no one wants to really comment on mushy emotional rants so hey I dont blame ya'll.

I have a story for you guys today though.

Only in New York can this shit happen, Only in New York. 

Ok so read this, I went out with one of my friends today with the intention of buying my oldest son a new coat. I rarely ever take my cell phone with me, well because I always forget it. Well today I REMEMBERED to take it with me just in case I needed to call my mother in law to ask her to pick up the kids for me.  I get out the car and I start to cross the street. As I am crossing a guy in a car starts beeping his horn repeatedly. Now I never look because usually its a Jackass just trying to get my # or ask me if "I gotta a man?") I'm not trying to be conceited but here in NY even a bum will try to pick you up..SERIOUSLY!! So I continue walking across the street. I get across and I finally turn back to see if my friend is behind me. I glance over to the guy who was beeping his horn and I realize he is frantically trying to tell me something. SO now I am staring at him hard trying to figure out if I know him. It suddenly dawns on me that he is saying "you dropped your phone. I feel over to where my phone is supposed to be, latched on to my purse with a clip and its not there... SO I loook and there is my phone in the middle of the street! So I start to cross back over and just as I step from the sidewalk on to the street another car literally stops in traffic and a guy jumps out the car, runs over to where my phone is laying PICKS IT UP and then runs over to his car and then the driver drives OFF!!! I was shocked!!! I cannot believe this asshole did that. I have lived in NY all my life and NEVER have I seen something like this happen. The guy had a big ole' smile as if he had just found $10,000. Its a fucking phone for pete's sake!!

 My shock then turned into extreme anger!! I thought to chase down this car but I would never make it. Where are the Police when you actually need one???

I start to curse and I said somethings that I am ashamed of now. Stuff l ike it had to be a black guy... Had it been a white person he would have picked it up and gave it to me. NO you guys I am not prejudiced(and I hope no one is offended) but when you are mad you tend to say things you later regret. I dont regret cursing him ass out but I do regret catergorizing black people.  A typical person would have just handed over the phone. It was a young stupid guy who pprob had no job and no money to buy a phone and he couldnt resist getting something for free.  Fucking ASSHOLE.

I then used my friends phone to try and call my number but the idiot prob figured I would call and he turned it OFF. SO I called Ben and told him to call Sprint and suspend the account and report the phone stolen. So now the guy has a phone that he can basically do nothing with!!! With Sprint you can not use Sim cards , which means that you can not turn the phone into a prepaid phone. He can not activate it under his own contract because it is registered as stolen and no one will activate it.

The only thing that really bothers me is that Ben payed close to $500.00 this past summer to buy me the phone I specifically wanted!! I had the Krazer(SP). We couldnt get it for a discounted price because he did not qualify for a contract because of his credit so we ended up getting a month to month contract and with that we had to purchase our phones outright. So the only thing that this guy can do is try to sell the phone to some unfortunate soul who has no idea that it can not be used.

Now I am cellularless and I am not going to get another phone anytime soon! :(((

So what do you guys think about that??

Then to top it off.... Since I was going in the car with my "friend" I didnt wear my coat, I just put on a lil sweater. Well after the whole shopping trip(which I didnt even find the coat!) I asked her if she can take me to pick up my kids from school. WELLL what she did was drop me off about a block and a half from the school!! So I am walking to school and back freezing my ass off! Got home with a headache because it was soo cold. I should have stood my ass home HUH??

Then everybody wonders why I dont go out LOL. What a day!!

Prolly shouldnt have used the cute gorjuss girl advertising the holidays  for my header ?? LMAO

I couldnt find a mean angry one LOL..... Anyway I need to get into the holiday spirit. Am I the only one who really isnt into it this year???

I dont even feel like buying gifts :GASP: Where is the real Stephanie????

I dont know itjust seems like the holidays came too soon. Add to that the fact that gifts will just over expand our budget in ways that we can not really afford right now. Or maybe its because I have spoiled these kids so bad and now they have everything and what do you get a kid who has everything and doesnt even appreciate it??? I just keep telling myself that I might not even get them anything! I dont even have my Christmas Tree up yet!

And what is this I hear that Jesus wasnt even born on Christmas Day????

I mean Yes America has forgotten what Christmas is supposed to represent. We just think its all about Santa and buying gifts and trees, but really isnt it the day the man who died for us was born?? Shouldnt we be reflecting on that instead of spending our hard earned dollars on things that people prob dont even want.

Then I find out that there an argument going on about people wanting to take the Christ out of Christmas because they say he wasnt even born on this day??? HMMMM whats wrong with this picture?? I mean no one really knows when Jesus Christ was born so why not leave it alone??

And then people wonder why I am not in the holiday spirit! Geeeez are you???

Steph