Saturday, September 8, 2007

Reflection

I'm not sure if I like this , But this is what I came up with and I just wanted to share.

I have not been online in a few days because I was disconnected. DAMMM Cablevision!! I can not stand them. I had to pay 327.00 before they reconnected me! I am now looking into "Dish" and I will keep the phone and internet with Cablevision... Bills Bills Bills! Thats all there is to look forward to.

I had to remove myself from a few groups because the amount of mail was just getting to be too much for me... I came back to find that I had over 1,000 emails. Geezz that was alot of mail to go thru. Since I am still not too familiar with where I should be saving my tubes and such, it was just too much.. I felt like I would never learn anything if all I did was sort thru mail all day long.. SUCKS! I am having some problems saving tubes and being able to access them when I click on the tubes button...

I have so many ideas , but dont know how to execute them. I have collected a lot of tubes but dont know how to use them properly... UGHH! Anyways..

Everything on the homefront is still the same. I am just going to say that there is drama brewing in the pot. I am finding myself right smack dab in the middle of it! I have 2 neighbors that just cannot stand each other. Now they are doing this whole "she said" "she said" thing. Both of them have come to me with Ohhh such and such said this about you.... Now I do not know who to believe! This is all sooo petty. We are grown woman for pete's sake... Frankly I do not want to be involved and if this continues I am going to have to end both friendships.. I hate when I think I have friends and it turns out that all I had was high expectations. Both tell me the same thing "Ohh dont tell her that I told you" So then why tell me the shit at all if you dont want me to confront the person/??

My electric is about to be cut off soon .. Why??? Well because I refuse to pay the damm bill! I have spoken with Con Ed many times. I let them know that I wanted someone to come out and see why my bill each month is over 200.00. I mean everybody that I know get normal bills like 80.00 or so dollars.. My bill is not normal. Some of my neighbors have 2 or 3 AC's which add up to my 12,00 BTU unit and they still dont get the high bill like me.

Con Ed does not want to come out. They said that it was because its summer and I am using the AC... Freaking idiots. So now my bill is up to 1,000 and I am guess I am going to have to pay the damn thing. If its not one thing its another I tell you.

Then my mother is too much sometimes.... Before she left to Florida, we went to Circuit City together. While there I bought a movie and she wanted the same one, BUT she didnt have the money to spend. She asks me if I can put it on my credit card. I did without a problem. Movie came out to 23.00 Ok.....She came back from Florida and Ben was strapped for cash so he asked her if she could lend him 20.00 to get back and forth to work. She lent it to him. Before she left she had told me that she would give me the money for the movie when she got back. I said Ok... Well she got back and I didnt want to ask her for it. I felt bad... Today while we were talking she asked me if Ben had gotten paid. I said Yes, She goes on to tell me "He owes me 20.00." I couldnt believe it.. He knows he owes her money.. he jjust got paid today!... SO I say "Well you owe me 20.00 too.. She goes No I dont. For what?? I tell her" For the movie that you wanted before you left. "What movie?" she says. I tell her "the movie that you wanted Etc Etc.. She goes "Didnt I pay for that already?" UMMM Nooo how could you pay for it when you were in Florida?" She just says "Ohhh"...

I would have never asked her for that money. I would have paid my credit card bill myself. After all its 20.00 BUT when she threw that in my face I  couldnt stay shut... So either she can call it equal or Ben will give her the money, but she is just going to have to give it back anyway... Sucks when you have family like this right?

Ughhh I am getting annoyed right now, My son keeps on repeating his famous quote "I'm BORED". "SIGH" ... No matter what he is always bored. I told him he can color, draw , read, play with the thousands of toys they have, or watch a movie. Noo all that is boring too. He wants to go out. Little does he know I would like to go out too, If only I had money to go somewhere. They dont understand that we just dished out 327. 00 so that they can have TV... and I can have the Internet... I am broke right now...

Sooo let me go see if I can find a good movie that we can all watch.... Wish me luck OK..

Hope all is well out here in J-land... Big hugs to ALL of you!!!!

 

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