I finally got some! "WINK WINK"

                                  TY TERRY for this wonderful TAG.... I LOVE IT...IT LOOKS SOO PRETTY!

Yesterday was Ben's birthday...Happy Birthday my love...

There wasnt too much money and he had to work...So I made him his favorite meal..which of course is the typical Hispanic's man's meal, Rice and Beans with Pork chops. I also baked him a cake even though he is not a cake person. Me and the kiddies sang him Happy Birthday..AWWW it was sweet.... He is officially older than me now but not for too long next mth on the 16th I will turn 29. SO he better enjoy being my elder while he can LOL...

We finallly got some alone time this afternoon....The kiddies were in school so we kind of took advantage of it lol.  I forgot how it feels to not have to look over your shoulder while also trying to concentrate on what you are doing LOL LOL... It was good.... UMMM sorry maybe thats a lil too much information excuse me if I'm acting a lil giddy but hey its been awhile.... HEHEHHEE

OMG I couldnt believe the news today. Yesterday on the news they came on and said that a newborn baby boy was stolen from the hospital at gunpoint and that there was manhunt for the suspected male.....COME TO FIND OUT that the mother of the baby made up the whole story....She killed the baby(by suffocation) and then dumped his body in a garbage . The garbage was collected and now they are searching the landfills for the baby's body....Supposedly the mother had gotten pregnant due to a rape.... She said everytime she looked at the baby she was reminded of getting raped and she couldnt live with that. Her boyfriend said that they were in the process of giving up the baby for adoption and that he doesnt know what happened. She killed the baby while on the bus to the hospital for his a check being that he was born prematurely...HE was only 2 weeks old!!!!

This broke my heart totally..... I mean it is everyones worst nightmare to have to go through a horror of getting raped. I understand that she was tormented by that happening to her.

But for the love of GOD it was not the baby's fault. He was an innocent angel that unfortunately came out of such an horrible tragedy.  AS much as I hurt that she had to experience something like that, I am also furious with her because she had other options!!! She could have left him in the hospital .... she could have at least left him with a family member or friend until the adoption process was over with!!!!

How can you do such a thing to a helpless being???? How was she able to commit this atrocity on a city bus????

There are so many couples out there who are desperatly trying to have a child who can't , or even trying to adopt and going through a long process, and then we have woman who can conceive by the blink of an eye, who dont deserve children that are killing these babies!!! I dont understand what goes through a person mind to actually do this!!

I cant stand to hear stories like this on the news.... I find it hard to get that poor baby out of my mind. Anyway at least the baby is now an angel again with the Lord and he doesnt have to suffer in this earth with a mommy who could never love him... SO SAD.

Nothing much going on here..Ty all for the comments left to me about my son's teacher. I feel way better knowing that I wasnt over reacting LOL....bUt since that episode she seems to have calmed down. SO hopefully things will stay like this for the rest of the year.

Everything else is pretty much calm as well, NO crazy landlord calling me and the neighbors are all away at work for the week so they are not bothering me either......

As far as bills and stuff..... We are trying to catch up little by little because of course now that I am no longer working things are screwed up.... I still have to pay the cable /internet/phone bill and the other half of the rent... I hope we can them paid over the next 2 weeks....

I was thinking about going back to work but you know what bottom line is I dont want to be stuck at a dead-end job and I am tired of doing retail.....

I am thinking about going back to college and finish off what I started.... I have 1 yr down in Early Childhood Education so I was thinking of going back. Before when I was going it got to be too much that I could handle working, then after work going to school and then coming home to take care of the kids and the household. I had to let one thing go and it was school.

I'll tell you one thing I am playing that Daily News Scratch Match thing everyday.. Maybe I'll get lucky LOL.... A man won 100,000 playing that...HEY you never know :)

Ben been playing the LOTTO since I met him, maybe he'll have better luck than I .....

WELLLL I think i ran out of gas here LOL ......Going to play some Canasta at Pogo.....

Take Care and Goodnight all.......